Jordan Scott said his college transition was difficult at first.
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"When basketball started you don't think of anything else. It slowed down and that was tough," he said.
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College continued to be hard for Scott during his sophomore year. The Colorado Springs native started asking questions — Why do I play basketball? Why am I here? What's my purpose?
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"Religion wasn't something I consciously thought about, but when things got hard, I started questioning, 'What do I really believe?'" he said.
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During his search for answers, a friend brought him to church.
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"I don't remember the sermon or the music," he said "They talked about the gospel and I was sitting there and it hit me, the magnitude of the fact that God loved me so much he sent Jesus to die on the cross for me."
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Scott started attending Resonate Church. He went on a mission trip this summer. Learning to live and love intentionally has changed him as a person and a basketball player.
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Before religion, Scott said his life was filled with extreme highs and lows.
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"When I started getting good at basketball, my self worth was based on my basketball performance," he said. "But realizing I'm loved unconditionally because of what Jesus did, who I am is not founded on who I am as a basketball player. I can enjoy it because the game doesn't change who I am. It added a lot of joy to the sport."
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"I learned a lot about God's character and I wanted to know more. I wanted to know what it looked like to follow after Jesus more intentionally," he said. "That the question, I still don't have a great answer for that but I believe there's a reason I'm here."
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Scott said he still has doubts, but isn't worried.
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"I don't think there's a need to argue or validate what I believe," he said. "You hear a lot of people say the purpose of the world is love and I would agree with that, but I think you have to define what love is. I know where I can find it, I know Jesus offers this."
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Scott spent the summer in San Diego participating in Elevate, a 10-week program for students from UI and Washington State, through Resonate Church. 90 students from the two colleges attended.
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"We spent time learning about ourselves and God, who he is," he said.
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The attendees spent time working and doing volunteer mission work, like helping the homeless.
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"Living intentionally, you learn a whole lot about each other, talk about Jesus and what that means for our lives," he said.
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Scott said he thinks his playing has grown more consistent, now that he doesn't base his self-worth on how he plays. It makes him a better leader too.
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"Being a fifth year guy, I've seen a lot and I can share what I've learned, nuances of the game and the system, help them learn," he said.
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Scott will finish his master's degree in Adult, Organizational Learning and Leadership in the summer.
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"The degree is broad, because I don't know what I want to do," he said. "I enjoy being around people because I feel like people are the only thing that isn't arbitrary and boring. People really matter and I want to find a way to be around them."
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